Sunday, August 29, 2010

Maculopapular Rash Hiv Symptoms



per fortuna ho usato una password facile. Dopo questi mesi di abbandono rientrare sul blog non è così easy come a prima vista avevo pensato.
Carica di prosecco dolce e di chiacchiere spensierate con parenti che non vedevo dal matrimonio ( e altri anche da molto prima) mi sono detta "porto fuori Teo, metto su Paolo e scrivo due caxxate" .. invece facebook tentacolare mi ha trattenuto un po' troppo ..poi gli altr blog mi hanno conquistato e Paolo ha smesso di cantare dopo 11 canzoni quindi ora devo rimetterlo da capo.
Ormai l'ispirazione è svanita , insieme ai fumi alcolici, resta solo un po' di sonno e il pensiero di domani che ormai è già adesso e la sveglia che mi riporterà alla realtà .

Questa estate è passata.
Pensavo sarebbe stata diversa ma come si sa non tutto si può predict and even the most optimistic would have heard of one or more strokes mood after listening to speeches on radiographs, CT scans and MRIs for three months in a row ... In short, health is the first place (especially mental health caxxo) and here we are working hard.
And then there's the rest: love, family, work. Compared to such misery that I hear and read around we can not complain but we can not even uncork bottles of Krug's health destiny because the winter ahead will be consumed in partial unemployment (I) and total (him) hoping that the machine not do other tricks, that the grandmother is in shape, and that something moves in general. If I think that U.S. Dog sitter arrives at a Guagnano $ 70,000 a year while here in Italy in two it is hard to exceed 25,000 euros is a sadness and runs a hand on the suitcase under the bed ready. The temptation to greet everyone boarding a flight to "better future for you and the next generation" and return once a year making the rounds of his uncles is very strong ... But it is also a kind of surrender.
Italy will not change, neither I nor Christ, but at least we are here, in the midst of this lousy system and we struggle not to drown in this sea of \u200b\u200bshit cadeau friendly format debts of those who preceded us, and if we complain we do with the anger of those who fight against the windmills and unfortunately sa .. but we have rights. Right.
Well, not spurt optimism, I am a bit 'disgusted by many things, but I try to stay positive and enjoy the simple pleasures, like watching a grandson of 10 months (I saw today for the first time and living in my own province), chat with girls as cute and friendly as they do not have filters, sophisticated mental constructions or preconceptions but simply spontaneous laughter and sincere, like to be pampered by a father who is aging and is increasingly deaf ..

... I have to do to be able to fully pass on my aches and plaintive sweetie .. hope that's enough, tonight he is on the ground and I'm dead tired .. rips it off sta gamba ...

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